it goes.... eat, sleep, stress, smoke, drink, think, fuck it,
then the day repeats,
sleep, wake, stress, smoke, drink, think, I think
that I forgot to eat,
wake, work, obsession 2 compete, staring at my twin sons,
feels like I lost eyedentity,
sleep, stress, sink, blink, hope, love, saves me from the brink,
verse 1
of disaster, off the ledge, you can run back what I said,
I miss life, I miss feeling, I want touch, am I dead,
miss my brother, miss my friends, missing movies that play
out to the end, is this my journey, can't be my story,
maybe we're all here to pretend,
just want that shit to feel real, word to POS, and his son,
and those who used a hard R to try to pierce my flesh,
and to those who want me angry, the closest poke the bear,
elephant in the room, my gonzo has never cared,
try to make a classic, grind it out and, be remembered,
fuck my birthday and those planes that crashed in that September,
let those souls shine, it's disaster we hold onto,
most of us need a touch, but you just let those strangers walk thru,
I thought I'd die soon after my brother Tracy passed,
lately I'm scared of myself and demons from the past,
right now I'm determined to try and make it last,
here to write my own history, disagree? you can kiss my ass...
last hook and bridge
it goes.... eat, sleep, stress, smoke, drink, think, fuck it,
then the day repeats,
sleep, wake, stress, smoke, drink, think, I think
that I forgot to eat,
wake, work, obsession 2 compete, staring at my twin sons,
feels like I lost eyedentity,
sleep, stress, sink, blink, hope, love, saves me from the brink,
save me from my honesty, always vow to kill my sanity,
humble honest high, humble hunger pie, those closest always lie,
we thnk we wanna die,
if I'm lying now, strike me down and put me indy-ground,
strike me down and put me indy-ground,
credits
from SOS: Toxic,
released October 8, 2021
produced by Charlie Beans
recorded and mixed by Tim Hanson at The Mixing Boutique
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